I’ve been contemplating recently on what I really want to do now that I almost get my permanent residency in Canada. I have to plan ahead of time whether to stay in my current job or go to school. The latter is the great option considering that I want growth in my life, not just about career but my whole being. Because five years have past yet, I didn’t see any significant change in my life.
However going to school means spending big money especially if I’ll take a course inline to my engineering degree – a brain damaging course. No i’m just exaggerating. But I mean I don’t want to experience the stress that I underwent during my college years.
The question is that do I really want it?
My heart tells me exactly opposite. Because all I want is to make money through my designs. I just want to focus on becoming a design freelancer: to work at home, painting, drawing, illustrating while listening to music like guitar center specials, cooking for my family.
Because although designing for somebody can also be stressful but when you love what you are doing you are more productive and you can deliver the best that is store in you.
As for now I can’t decide. But I am developing my skills through online learning during my spare time.